Against All Odds－重蝕老本的每一天

凌晨 01:52,對 ! 我沒睡...其實是睡了一覺再醒過來,你知道,老人家,晚上偶而會起來PiPi的...

今晚本來要寫我高中那些"想當年"的事,可是為了說故事給滷蛋聽,竟就跟她一起睡著了,醒來都已經是01:10了,看看mailbox回了一些信,大概也沒力氣寫東東了。這樣「日也操、眠也操」,也還真的蠻累的,結果我還選擇了過完年去上課,真是頭殼有問題,但錢也繳了,後悔也來不及了,到時候再說吧!

總之,睡不著就聽歌吧! 我喜歡Phil Collins的歌,他其實有很多暢銷曲,但我最喜歡的就是這首"Against All Odds"。好奇怪哦! 非常不相信愛情的我,卻很愛聽情歌,對一輩子只能羨慕別人有愛情故事的我,可算是一種心理的補償作用吧?

不過,不管我以前認識哪些男生, 只要超過三年沒有聯絡的,基本上我就希望一輩子不要再跟他們見到面,為什麼?這大概是受我一個前老闆的影響吧 ?! 其實本來就知道男生是感官性的動物,我老闆的事只是強化我對男生的刻板印象。我老闆以前有個外遇對象,當時是個有靈性又漂亮的女生,東窗事發後,男生不想負責,覺得很麻煩,女生衝到人家家裡要鬧自殺,男生的老婆就差沒有在離婚協議書上簽字,事隔多年,這對夫妻還是夫妻,不管他們感情如何,而這個女子雖是獨自一人,卻成了到處演講的名女人。有一次她就在我們公司附近演講,我老闆想去看看,我雖堅持反對,但他執意要去我也沒轍,回來之後,他很誠實地對我說:「真的是結束了!」「因為她老了、皺紋多了、皮膚部在光滑細嫩? 所以你的夢想破滅了?」他不好意思地紅著臉, 卻點點頭對我說:「你說得好直接哦,不過真的是這樣!」雖然覺得他蠻可惡的, 不過也不得不佩服他還真的蠻誠實的。

男人真的好奇怪,分手都分手了,還要去看看她,表面上說是看她過得好不好,心裡上卻多了一種莫名奇妙的期待,真的不了解他們在想甚麼?所以,我對三年以上未謀面的男生.絕對不會主動跟他們見面,so please do not take a look at me even you bump into me on the street. 我可不想讓一個自己都禿頭或有啤酒肚的男人,還覺得自己擁有那種可以批評我「她老了...」的本錢。

Mariah Carey - Against All Odds (feat. Westlife)
http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=epP1oFEJnC4

Against All Odds (毫無可能) -- Phil Collins

http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=sjt0av-GWak

Ｈow can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain,
and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here
to remind me just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here
to remind me just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you, well that's all I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
Cause I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take

Just take a look at me now